February 15, 2009

How can you be serious?

I have no idea where to start. It really was the shock of my life. How could I, the bubbly, lively, social, adventurous girl, living in China have this great big shocking blackness hanging over her?
Apparently I do! I have a great family back in New Zealand, I have had a lot more challenges than what I am facing now, I have managed anything that comes my way easily and I have always been organised but laidback, a combination that has beena winner so far.....what happened?
Even I can't tell you. This is the point of me writing down these things. I need to get down what is going on with me, how I am feeling and dealing, if and what it is affecting in my everyday life and the BIG issue....hopefully conquering this BIG black dog!
I know little about this 'illness' (?) and will be fumbling my way around for awhile, I don't pretend to know anything, just what I am exeriencing and how I am dealing with it all
This is my journey.

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